mari reporting in!

A Mari is in Mexico now! Oh man i was dying on the plane. My stomach was dead and i was sick from lack of sleep, and infront of me was this screaming 2 yearold, and then this little 6 yearold boy from spain that would just talk about everything. My sister fell asleep on me the whole way and then sometimes near the end, the 2yo kid looks over at me and drools on my leg. (º Aº;)

Ive been sleeping all day now. I finally got my dollfie head. DDH-01 eyeholes open! Ordering the body soon. Left that in California for now, since I wanna go to the VOLKS store later.. Anyways, yeah! Now I´m in mexico and tomorrow we should be leaving to the beach. fufufufu sukumizu in a public beach

As for my christmas (btw merry late christmas to everyone who even reads this) the 23rd I spent the day with Choco. I had my favoritest foods ever ( CURRY AND UDON FUCK YEAH. ) and then played taiko at gameworks all day then we went shopping for a sports bra lol and then the day was relaxing! ...where is the tilde on these keyboards...

the 24th my mom woke us all up at like 7 am to get ready to drive to california, and i picked up the doll head on the way. We got to long beach like at 2pm, and we did absolutely nothing. Same on the 25th. Nothing. I doodled all day though and started EOII



Mana: Thanks for all the comments!



btw rin and shana up there were my christmas doodles lol

GSC Miku photoshoot!

I got my Miku figure today!

Photos at http://picasaweb.google.com/beatMARI/Mikumikumiku#

buuu

i hate when i get all lonely. i start freaking out. i wonder if im too needy. i wonder if i look too needy..


baw i just want some love~

shotabutt

sm4003940

>: damn

These are the symptoms, right?

Symptoms of Stress
1. Anxious
2. Mind Racing
3. Chest Palpitations
4. Problems Concentrating
5. Anxiety
6. Easily Irritated
7. Avoiding People and Responsibilities
8. Focusing on Negative Thoughts
9. Anger Issues
10. Headaches
11. Digestive Problems
12. Muscle Tension and Pain
13. Sleep Issues
14. Fatigue
15. High Blood Pressure
16. Weight Loss or Gain
17. Skins Problems - breakouts, rashes, hives
18. Hair Loss
19. Decreased Sex Drive
20. Nervous Behaviors - nail biting, pacing,
teeth grinding



This is totally what's happening to me:

Symptoms of Stress
1. Anxious
2. Mind Racing
3. Chest Palpitations
4. Problems Concentrating
5. Anxiety
6. Easily Irritated
7. Avoiding People and Responsibilities
8. Focusing on Negative Thoughts
9. Anger Issues
10. Headaches
11. Digestive Problems
12. Muscle Tension and Pain
13. Sleep Issues
14. Fatigue
15. High Blood Pressure
16. Weight Loss or Gain
17. Skins Problems - breakouts, rashes, hives
18. Hair Loss
19. Decreased Sex Drive
20. Nervous Behaviors - nail biting, pacing,
teeth grinding


And my mother is just making it even worse.

"YOU STILL NEED TO MAKE UP THAT QUIZ--"

"Mom.. Mom.. Please.. Stop... You have no idea what kind of stress Im going through right now.. I've been working on class non-stop.. I'll do it, just stop yelling.."

"I DONT CARE IF YOU'RE STRESSED OR WHATEVER IS WRONG WITH YOU, SCHOOL IS YOUR ONLY RESPONSIBILITY AND THAT IS ALL THAT SHOULD MATTER."

I've randomly broken down crying about 3 times today, and even once with Choco. We had lunch and suddenly I start bawwing. I'm getting really cranky with all my friends too. I keep snapping at them and telling them to shut up.


sigh.

THEY JUST KEEP ON COMIN

OH GOD SO BRIGHT AND WEIRD

mexidere

[15:11] [mari] GAME MANUELS
[15:11] [ikimasuwa] he's a Mexican-Tsundere
[15:11] [mari] Lok is totally tsundere
[15:11] [lokanas] What?
[15:12] [lokanas] o
[15:12] [lokanas] No
[15:12] [mari] "I-it's not like I wanted to make you dinner anyways.. S-Stupid.."
[15:12] [o___-] moe
[15:12] [ikimasuwa] MOE
[15:12] [mari] moe~

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[18:03] [Hyperhal] mbac is showing lines
[18:04] [Hyperhal] why is it just now doing this
[18:04] [Hyperhal] mystic piece of shit
[18:04] [Mari] try stabbing a knife into your screen
[18:05] [Hyperhal] didnt work brb cleaning up plasma


oh man i love #mbac