Monday, December 22, 2008

Sunday, December 21, 2008

buuu

i hate when i get all lonely. i start freaking out. i wonder if im too needy. i wonder if i look too needy..


baw i just want some love~

Saturday, December 13, 2008

shotabutt

sm4003940



Monday, December 8, 2008

>: damn

These are the symptoms, right?

Symptoms of Stress
1. Anxious
2. Mind Racing
3. Chest Palpitations
4. Problems Concentrating
5. Anxiety
6. Easily Irritated
7. Avoiding People and Responsibilities
8. Focusing on Negative Thoughts
9. Anger Issues
10. Headaches
11. Digestive Problems
12. Muscle Tension and Pain
13. Sleep Issues
14. Fatigue
15. High Blood Pressure
16. Weight Loss or Gain
17. Skins Problems - breakouts, rashes, hives
18. Hair Loss
19. Decreased Sex Drive
20. Nervous Behaviors - nail biting, pacing,
teeth grinding



This is totally what's happening to me:

Symptoms of Stress
1. Anxious
2. Mind Racing
3. Chest Palpitations
4. Problems Concentrating
5. Anxiety
6. Easily Irritated
7. Avoiding People and Responsibilities
8. Focusing on Negative Thoughts
9. Anger Issues
10. Headaches
11. Digestive Problems
12. Muscle Tension and Pain
13. Sleep Issues
14. Fatigue
15. High Blood Pressure
16. Weight Loss or Gain
17. Skins Problems - breakouts, rashes, hives
18. Hair Loss
19. Decreased Sex Drive
20. Nervous Behaviors - nail biting, pacing,
teeth grinding


And my mother is just making it even worse.

"YOU STILL NEED TO MAKE UP THAT QUIZ--"

"Mom.. Mom.. Please.. Stop... You have no idea what kind of stress Im going through right now.. I've been working on class non-stop.. I'll do it, just stop yelling.."

"I DONT CARE IF YOU'RE STRESSED OR WHATEVER IS WRONG WITH YOU, SCHOOL IS YOUR ONLY RESPONSIBILITY AND THAT IS ALL THAT SHOULD MATTER."

I've randomly broken down crying about 3 times today, and even once with Choco. We had lunch and suddenly I start bawwing. I'm getting really cranky with all my friends too. I keep snapping at them and telling them to shut up.


sigh.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

THEY JUST KEEP ON COMIN


OH GOD SO BRIGHT AND WEIRD

mexidere

[15:11] [mari] GAME MANUELS
[15:11] [ikimasuwa] he's a Mexican-Tsundere
[15:11] [mari] Lok is totally tsundere
[15:11] [lokanas] What?
[15:12] [lokanas] o
[15:12] [lokanas] No
[15:12] [mari] "I-it's not like I wanted to make you dinner anyways.. S-Stupid.."
[15:12] [o___-] moe
[15:12] [ikimasuwa] MOE
[15:12] [mari] moe~

____________

[18:03] [Hyperhal] mbac is showing lines
[18:04] [Hyperhal] why is it just now doing this
[18:04] [Hyperhal] mystic piece of shit
[18:04] [Mari] try stabbing a knife into your screen
[18:05] [Hyperhal] didnt work brb cleaning up plasma


oh man i love #mbac